Deceived

I thought it was over
That he was the one

After all the dinners
The drinks
The laughs

My trip made sense to me
It was all for a purpose
So that we would meet

Before I left the city
I went to his place
And spent the night

How wonderful to be in his arms

But I was wrong
He turned cold
And I felt empty

He was injured
But I sensed there was something more

In the morning he was quiet
His heart turned to stone
No kisses
No hugs
No smiles

I walked him to the subway
And we said goodbye

I walked home alone
Wondering what had just happened
Three days of fun had ended so coldly

I was stunned into silence and confusion

It has been a week since we have spoken
I think I understand what happened

I didn't give myself to him

I guess he was just like every other guy
He tried to impress me
To get one thing
That I refused to give him

I am not that easy after all